José is a special name that means "God will increase". It is a name that brings families closer together, my father also bears this name. José is a name that holds the importance of our shared past, a legacy that is handed down from father to son. It is a name that feels like dancing between nighttime and daytime, where dark and light colors mix together. When I say my name, I am not just saying a word, I am calling upon a long line of strong and loving people who came before me. When I say my name, it sounds like beautiful guitar music all nostalgic and full of energy. Each part of my name is like a musical note in a sad and peaceful song full of melancholy. When I say, "My name is José," I am not just saying hello, I am asking you to come with me on a special adventure. This adventure started a long time ago, even before I was born, and it will keep going even after I am gone.
My name is José, and it has sparked many conversations over the years. Some people are curious about its origin and its pronunciation. Many ask why do they often see the letter "e" having a little line on top of it and I have to become a Spanish teacher and tell them what a tilde is. Some people assume that I speak Spanish fluently instantly after hearing my name and even though I do it makes me feel labeled. They assume I have a certain background or appearance often Mexican of course just because that’s the only Hispanic place that exists apparently. Some people compliment me on my name saying it suits me and I won’t lie I have never understood what that meant since others make jokes or stereotypes based on the fact my name is so basic.
My name is José, and it affects how people perceive me. Sometimes I feel like I have to prove myself more, or deal with prejudice or discrimination. Sometimes I feel like I have an advantage, or a connection with others who share my name or culture. Sometimes I feel like I stand out while other times I blend in. My name is José, and it is a huge part of who I am. I would not change it for anything. It is a gift from my parents, a link to my ancestors, and a mark of my individuality ironic since it is known as such a basic name. It is a name that I carry with pride, dignity, and gratitude. It was the name given to me when I was born, and it will be the name on my gravestone. I don’t want it to ever change therefore it won’t and while I still remain alive my name will always be José.
